Thursday

Today

I notice sometimes how you say things easily to other people. I wish I were them. I wish things remained the same.
Today you are distant as distance. I could do almost anything to listen to your voice, that mad laughter- again! Perhaps you too wait for me or someone else- someone from the past walking back into your life.
I wish I could tear the veil and reach out to you and tell you that nothing can be perfect. We will have our lapses- you, I, everyone. Yet I feel even today it would have been worth it.
Deleting all online footmarks, blocking out virtual usernames is hardly the way to forget someone. You can not forget me, I can neither forget you. Then why are we trying?